accidentally..

it's been 3 years and 3 months since i met this person...

it was january 20, 2006 when we had our 3rd periodic test which lasted til 5 in the afternoon.. and since i have nowhere to go and still up for some walk, i went with my friend to his "friend's" house.. (eh lalaki ung friend q..) he said that we will be visiting his sick classmate..at that time, i really have no idea of that person----my friend's friend.. at our way to the said house, i'm thinking of my "friend's friend" as a girl who's familiar in face but with the name i never encountered..

it was fine when i entered the gate but from the moment i sat, i was so shocked for what i saw is a boy..! jahe! kakahiya! i never expected that i will be in that place and i will be meeting someone for the first time in his house pa! i was so shy but i think it wasn't obvious.. a couple of talks, chit-chats were up between my friend and that boy..and i was there just listening..(alangan nmang mkisabat aq..) ,, it felt really awkward coz i'm at that house (in that BOY's house) but we don't know each other! (bka iniisip nya nung pnahong un na "cno ba xia?,, bkit andito xia?") i think 30 minutes have passed but my friend didn't even bother to introduce me to his friend..

thank God coz minutes later, their adviser, who happened to be my biology teacher came with a group of students (classmates pla nila..at lalaki lahat! nyakz!) to visit the sick one..they talked and talked with matching laughs and jokes.. i felt so out of place (syempre, di ko cla kilala tpus ako lng ung girl!waaahhhh) .. the topic was then passed to me..i mean, my presence.. our bio teacher asked me how i was connected to the boy...at that time, i don't know what to say coz i really have no connection with him, except with our common friend.. sir asked if i was his student's former classmate or schoolmate, i said no coz i wasn't really.. then he asked me why i was there.. i said that i just went with my friend coz he had no one to go with.. then sir teased us but i said that it was my first time seeing his student..(talaga nman eh..)

sir eventually introduced me to the boy and vice versa..and even said that baka daw mpadalas ako dun after that day..(of course not!)

and at that time, i think that his mother thought that i was his classmate..his mother even held my hand saying "thank you" when we were about to leave..in our way back, my friend keep on teasing me and said that i was in love with his friend.. (love at first sight daw! ngek!) i just smiled and said:

"in love?,,wala nga akong naramdaman kundi awa eh"..

it was really an unforgettable and somewhat embarrassing moment..i wish it won't happen again coz.........................................................................................................................................

yes!,,i really don't care about him..i don't even know him..it seemed like "i exist, he exist, so what?"...

that was BEFORE...
as time goes by, he happened to be a special,,,,,VERY SPECIAL part of me..
i started to care for him, to miss him, to LOVE him..

the boy who happened to be NOTHING, now means EVERYTHING to me...